I’m not a huge fan of blogging. I had a blog once. Didn’t enjoy it. So I stopped. But that’s beside the point. This is more of a journal. A series of thoughts, hopefully in a coherent manner. Welcome inside my head.
I have worked as a teacher since graduating in 2013 from Griffith University with a Graduate Diploma in Education – Spanish & English. My first year was tough, so tough I almost didn’t return from my Vietnamese summer holiday. I worked in a low SES school in a rapidly growing area north of Brisbane. The school employed mainly first or second year teachers. The distinct lack of leadership and good educational practices led many first year teachers to give up. I was lucky, my desk was surrounded by experienced teachers, who knew positivity and camaraderie would help us get through even the toughest of times.
My career moved on several years later to a private school south of Brisbane. I enjoyed teaching there, however when I didn’t give a student a ‘deserved mark’, the mother started spreading rumours in the carpark. There was no support from my principal, the opposite in fact. Several intense meetings about what I was doing/not doing and what parents were reporting about my classes. The eventual outcome was my resignation. Teaching wasn’t for me. Maybe I’d sign up for the military..
My wife – also a teacher – and I discussed our future often after this. We’d always talked about making ‘the leap’ and teaching internationally. Thankfully she persuaded me to give it ‘one last shot’. We took up roles in a school in Riyadh, Saudi Arabia, myself as a language teacher, my wife as a wellbeing co-ordinator. When we arrived, I was offered the opportunity to step sideways into the library. I saw the value immediately and jumped at the opportunity.
As a child I saw the librarian as a central figure in ones educational journey – even as a student I saw this. I spent a great deal of time in libraries, both the school and public libraries around my home, reading with a voracious appetite. I learnt that libraries are a repository of knowledge and stories and that librarians are facilitators of everything within and beyond. They didn’t necessarily know everything, but knew where to direct you to find the information you were looking for.
As a teacher I saw the library/ian as the source of teaching technology support, the ‘go to’ for help when students were researching, and a support teacher to help energise my teaching.
As a librarian – albeit an inexperienced one – I see the librarian as a facilitator of learning opportunities and knowledge. Yes I scan books, and I often find myself sighing as I straighten books and rotate them so they are spine out. But I do not ‘shush’ students, or expect silence in my library. I expect respect both for students and for myself, and for my colleagues and students to collaborate and give every lesson their best.
In closing, I expected this to be far more difficult than it was. I found it a somewhat calming experience. I wish you all good luck in your studies, and would gladly welcome any comments you may have.
Nice Christopher. I have a slightly similar viewpoint on teaching. I did have one term full-time employment at an independent school as my first experience after the placement. I mostly enjoyed that, a Yr 5-7 combo class, so challenging but fun. Financial problems saw the place implode the next term and myself and a few others were out. That was 2011 and supply work since. I find facing new faces and age groups at different schools each time (apart from the odd contract) very stressful and i may know the north Brissy school you are referring to. I was getting a lot of work there at one point, but the abuse and carrying on, I just had to start saying no to good $s. I find tertiary teaching easier and more rewarding in some ways. There are still school classes I really enjoy, though not so much Yr 7…or 8. Cheers
Val
Hi Val,
I’ve found my librarian role such a breath of fresh air. Truly it is wonderful to interact with my students in a different setting. I’m sorry to hear you’re only finding supply work, it truly is an unforgiving job we do.
I am sorry that you had the experience you’ve had. Teaching isn’t always easy and sometimes it’s what happens outside the classroom that can be challenging. I am here to say that there a so many schools where teachers flourish. I know in my 22 years of teaching I have worked in some wonderful schools with supportive executive and staff. I just started at one this year. I am so glad you have continued to work in schools. I wish you every success.
I really enjoyed reading this. It is very difficult to please everyone these days and I say this to my principal every day when a parent has a rant on Facebook or other online media platforms. I too am a strong believer in a library being a place where students can interact with one another rather than have dead silence and not being allowed to even take a deep breath.
Christopher you have integrated your professional history well with your views of the role of the TL. I enjoyed reading your post and hope you continue to reflect on your learning as well throughout the course. And you are correct, this is your learning journal, and you are with fellow learners, so welcome!